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On Melrose
03:05
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On Melrose
words and music by John Allee
All hell rose on Melrose and she chose to walk home
I’d just washed my windows and polished my chrome
Now I sit here with my head in my hands
Running my fingers through unchartered strands
Looking at the dimples in the seat where she sat
All hell rose on Melrose, the story goes on
And even the moon knows my love, she is gone
Here the kid waits for a signal to move
Doubting his motives for wanting to prove
That any heart will warm up when you give it a start
All hell rose on Melrose and heaven knows why
But listen, amigos, I gave it a try
‘Else I’d never have traveled this far
You can’t drive away if you don’t have a car
Any make or model that you’re willing to take
© 2016
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I Fail
03:19
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I Fail
words and music by John Allee
Good days
I've got my good days
I've got my good days
But this ain't one of 'em
Don't take this personally
But I hate it when you say to me
That I'm like you
I don't agree
You don't play fair
But you do play games
I don't want to know their names
You think you're so immune
You sleep at night beneath the moon
Untethered to that big balloon
While I get drawn in like the tide
And drained until you're satisfied
And all in all and through and through
I always end up right back with you
Whenever I try for something new I fail
'Cause you have handed me the rope
With which to hang my guilty hope
Whenever I push the envelope I fail
I'm just a cipher here
I fade away I disappear
Like wedding bells and Christmas cheer
Well maybe I have lost my touch
But I never thought I'd lose so much
And all and all and through and through
I always end up right back with you
Whenever I try for something new I fail
You pin me down
I beg for more
You leave me bleeding on the floor
No matter how I prepare before I fail
I keep
Saying that I'll change somehow
Oh, and I keep
Your picture in my wallet still
I keep
Banging into things
Bracing for a fall
Running out of luck
Running into walls
Screw you, your alibis, your therapist,
Your deep set eyes
For letting me believe your lies
I want to move
I want to fight
I'll see you here tomorrow night
And all in all and through and through
I always end up right back with you
Whenever I try for something new I fail
'Cause every gamble
Every spin
Is heads I lose and tails you win
Consider it my greatest sin
I fail
© 2016
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The Right Parts Combine
02:46
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The Right Parts Combine
words and music by John Allee
The night starts in high with the hum of a promise
The girl from Quebec is now back from wherever
She calls from her mother’s to give you her number
The next thing you’re talking philosophy, fiction and science
Some days are like silver
A soft light makes them shine
A hard center made precious
The mold of the metal made fine
When all of the right parts combine
You think of her face as it was back in college
Her body like syrup that melts in its movements
You pick up your speed as you drive in from Stockton
A fire of taillights that flows down the mountain like lava
Some days are like silver
A soft light makes them shine
A hard center made precious
The mold of the metal made fine
When all of the right parts combine
She offers you dinner and all her best whisky
You watch “Easy Rider” and “Five Easy Pieces”
She says that you look like a young Peter Fonda
And what happens next is too good to be part of a movie
Some days are like silver
A soft light makes them shine
A hard center made precious
The mold of the metal made fine
When all of the right parts combine
You lie in her bed and you pull back the covers
Those cool cotton sheets that once made you so jealous
You kiss her goodbye on that out of place freckle
And driving back home you make every green light in the city …
© 2016
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For People Who Are Lucky Enough
words and music by John Allee
For people who are lucky enough
It might seem just like breathing
Unconscious and unnoticed
The kind of thing they’d barely recall
As if they’d never been there at all
For people who are lucky enough
They wouldn’t see you reeling
Or trying to be stoic
No, they couldn’t see how hard they can be
On people who are lucky like me
Careless with words
Words that don’t care
Words
Like when I tell you things in confidence
And then you use them heartlessly
To hurt me or embarrass me
And people who are lucky enough
They never know that feeling
Or why it seems to matter
There’s always more to black and to blue
For people who are lucky like you
Careless with words
Words that don’t care
Words
Like when I tell you things in confidence
And then you use them heartlessly
To hurt me or embarrass me
And people who are lucky enough
They never know that feeling
Or why it seems to matter
There’s always one more punch that cuts through
For people who are lucky like you
© 2016
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All She Would Say Was I’m Cold
words and music by John Allee
So I forgot her birthday two years in a row
I’ve never forgotten her name
And these women around me, well they’re just for show
Like a circus you know, Like a game
And while no, I’m not perfect
At least I have shown her some signs that I’m willing to try
‘Cause she’s the best woman that I’ve ever known
But to her I’m as common, as common as the sky
And I don’t understand how it all changed so fast
We were sailing away when she cut down the mast
If it’s something I did, I can do what I’m told
But all she would say was I’m
All she would say was I’m cold
It seems crazy I know, but it’s what I have chosen
I love her with all of my might
You can call it a case of The Emperor’s Clothes
And then lock me away out of sight
You can bring down the curtain
And leave me there hurtin’
With everything left unresolved
But if I’ve learned anything, this much is certain
Love withers and weathers whoever’s involved
And I don’t understand how it all changed so fast
When the trust we were building was molded and cast
When we promised to keep it until we grew old
But all she would say was I’m
All she would say was I’m cold
Did I break her like a spell?
Did I quit her like a drug?
Did I tease her unkindly?
Just please, sir, remind me
I swept it all under the rug
Was I callous to her friends
When we drove out to the coast?
Did I treat her unfairly
Refuse her and barely acknowledge the times when she needed me most?
And I don’t understand how it all changed so fast
When it could have been written “We two to the last”
When she could just forgive and forget what she’s heard
When she could just believe ‘cause I gave her my word
And I’d buy her a house on a street paved with gold
But all she would say was I’m
All she would say was I’m
All she would say was I’m
All she would say was I’m
All she would say was I’m
All she would say was I’m cold
All she would say was I’m cold
© 2016
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Why Couldn’t We Just Forget About Life for a While?
words and music by John Allee
Let’s you and I get out of here, go grab ourselves a glass of beer
And toast our sorrows with a smile
Why couldn’t we just forget about life for a while?
‘Cause you and I was never meant to get elected president
Ours is a different kind of style
Why couldn’t we just forget about life for a while?
We’ll put the worries of the world on someone else’s shoulder
Take off our shoes and dance under the stars
‘Cause all we’re doing here is slowly growing older
Selling time like some polyestered jester sells used cars
So shouldn’t we make other plans?
Get busy working on our tans?
How ‘bout a cruise along the Nile?
Why couldn’t we just forget about life for a while?
All this worry and this tension is enough to make you crazy
More than your average man or woman can take
Kinda feel like some heel in a movie by Scorsese
How long will it be before I see how many heads I can break?
But if we keep our heads on straight
And leave before it gets too late
We’ll have them beat by a mile
Why couldn’t we just forget about life for a while?
Why couldn’t we just forget about life for a while?
© 2016
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Instant Replay
05:48
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Instant Replay
words and music by John Allee
I saw you today
In a picture at the cleaners down the street
In a frame up on the wall
It was one I’d seen before
You were somewhere in someone else’s arms
And he wasn’t even tall
It must be something now
To be someone who’s known throughout the world
On screens and magazines
Whose face is everywhere and nowhere
I drove into town
Past the playhouse on Hampton Avenue
Where we’d sneak a cigarette
And some old film was there
Filled with stories that I couldn’t quite recall
But I still can’t quite forget
‘Cause in between the lost and the losing
It’s hard to see what’s left
It’s hard to take a chance
It’s hard to make the choice to move on
And I keep thinking …
If only I had stayed around
Until the final reel unwound
I might have found a way to end this endless instant replay
But autumn came and then the snow
Blurring all there was to know
And I’m here wondering still
Watching brick walls from my windowsill
I saw you today
At a table holding court and stopping time
In an east side restaurant
But was it really you
Or some memory projected through the past
Of the girl I used to want?
And was it all for show
Like the movies that calendar your life
In fictive little frames
Enlarged beyond their size like sorrow?
I drove myself mad
Thinking somehow I’d have you back again
‘Til the thinking made me numb
And now I wouldn’t know
If it’s you that I’ve wanted all this time
Or the image you’ve become
But I need something more
Not some goddess, perfection and divine
But skin and heart and noise
The things your wicked art destroys
Seducing all those lonely boys
By feeding them delicious lies
And leading them to fantasize about some summer afternoon
That stayed too late and came too soon
Then bled away like celluloid
If only I had stayed around
Until the final reel unwound
I might have found a way to end this endless instant replay
But autumn came and then the snow
Blurring all there was to know
And I’m here wondering still
Watching brick walls from my windowsill
© 2016
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8. |
When Love Comes Down
04:05
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When Love Comes Down
words and music by John Allee
Blind love
Cupid’s art
Shot through the heart with a poison dart
Nature’s second son
A tyrant sparing none
The blood of life, the power of reunion
It takes some time
To get it right
You say you do when you think you might
And seal it with a kiss
For luck and happiness
Forever his, forever sanctify this
Because when love comes down
It makes the ladies weep
Yeah when love comes down
It lets the children sleep
The undertaker sighs
But he should have a heart
Because when love comes down
It isn’t love that makes us part
You share his bed
You share his things
Fasten the slings to his broken wings
And keeping him in sight
You guard against the night
Where there you both
Dance naked in the moonlight
Because when love comes down
It makes the foolish wise
Yeah when love comes down
It shows up all the lies
The masquerader falls
He’ll try another face
Because when love comes down…
Nor fear, nor sloth, nor jealousy
Injustice, shame, nor cowardice
Nor guilt, nor greed, nor enmity
Can take the place
Can take the place of love
© 2016
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Quiet Company
04:12
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Quiet Company
words and music by John Allee
So we grow and so we sow more seeds
So you know that’s how our future reads
Change is where we came from
The reason that we go
From summer sun
To sudden snow
And we are wiser now
We know how it’s meant to be
You know what’s best for you
And I know you’re what’s best for me
We’re a little bit older now
We bring a little more clarity
It’s just easier, you see
When I’m lying in your quiet company
So we fold into each other’s lives
Changing even as each day arrives
Taking what we’re given
But learning how to choose
The things we need
And need to lose
And we are wiser now
We know how it’s meant to be
You know what’s best for you
And I know you’re what’s best for me
We’re a little bit older now
We bring a little more clarity
It’s just easier, you see
When I’m lying in your quiet company
And nobody
Nobody but you
Can reach through me
Can reach right through me and pull me out
The way you do
And we are wiser now
We know how it’s meant to be
You know what’s best for you
And I know you’re what’s best for me
We’re a little bit older now
We’ve got a little more charity
It’s just easier, you see
When I’m lying in your quiet company
It’s easier in your quiet company
© 2016
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10. |
Lucky Day Girl
03:08
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Lucky Day Girl
words and music by John Allee
Lucky day girl
Living on sunshine
Walking a fine line
Lucky day girl
Lucky day girl
Wing and a prayerin’
Devil may carin’
Lucky day girl
You’re taking all your pleasure
And making all your plays
You find the hidden treasure
By any measure
And ways to get what’s coming
And ways to get ahead
And to get what you want
But one of these days …
Lucky day girl
What if it’s raining?
Will you still be champagning
Lucky day girl?
Lucky day girl
If your luck runs dry
I’ll be your lucky
Lucky day guy
You get just what’s expected
You set up all the rules
You seem so well protected
So unaffected by fools
Who want a piece of you
Fools who’ll stack the deck
So you lose on the draw
And though it seems cruel
To lose to a fool …
Lucky day girl
Luck can be fleeting
So it’s worth me repeating
Lucky day girl
Lucky day girl
If your luck runs dry
I’ll be your lucky
Your lucky day guy
I’ll be your lucky
Your lucky day guy
© 2016
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11. |
Sugar Pop
03:17
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Sugar Pop
words and music by John Allee
She’s my piece o’ candy
My butterscotch ripple surprise
She’s a sip o’ brandy
My sweet sensational prize
And like a bee buzzin’ round his hive
I need my honey just to keep me alive
And my honey likes to give it to me
She likes to give it to me
And I’m her sugar pop
I’m her sugar pop
Loves her Coca-cola and you know
She tastes like cherry to me
She’s a ginger cookie
My cinnamon spice – she’s so nice
When I get that nookie
Got to have one more heavenly slice
And like a kid in a candy shop
Give me more and I just can’t stop
And my mama likes to give it to me
She likes to give it to me
And I’m her sugar pop
I’m her sugar pop
Loves her Coca-cola and you know
She tastes like cherry to me
Cherry and cola are nice
(Better put that drink on ice)
Cherry’s the thing can’t you tell
‘Cause it goes down so well, down so well
And it gives you that sweet sensation
It gives you that sweet sensation
She gives me that sweet sensation
Add a little J&B for Baby and me
And I’m her sugar pop
I’m her sugar pop
Loves her Coca-cola and you know
She tastes like cherry
She tastes like cherry to me
© 2016
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John Allee Los Angeles, California
John Allee is an American actor, singer and songwriter. He is a recipient of the ASCAP/Sammy Cahn Award for excellence in lyric writing and his music has been featured in regional theatre, and on TV. His latest album is 'Bardfly' (“Fantastic!”- Jazz Weekly, “Otherworldly, super-literate and supremely swinging” – Broadway World, “A standout” - All About Jazz) ... more
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